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Tales of Hatred

by Lost Creation

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1.
Crawler 02:24
Uncomfortable inside my fucking skin. Wearing a mask that I'm afraib to tear off. I can hear them, feel them crawling inside It makes me wonder when will it be over Bury me alive so i won't see the light of a new day Let me rot and forget about me Please oh please let the maggots do their fucking job Let me submerge into eternal rest As I'm inviting the end
2.
Loathing 03:29
I'm a coward trying to lie and adventure Built to blend but never to fit it As if somehow I was trying to run away but I never really knew from what So i've decided to let go, to seize and tease the unknown I grabbed a hold of myself, took a breath and opened my eyes. It's half passed noon and the sky is so fucking grey. I need to clear my mind, all my toughts are fighting. I'm trying to convince myself but this shit ain't working. I walked my way down to hell just to see my pityful self sitting alone in an empty room I can do this on my own It's not like i had something i could hold on They always left me on my own, I'm rotten to the core and beyond I tried my best i swear. Going through these years only showed me that nothing's fair. Beaten up and exhausted i've made up my mind This is all going to end I tied the noose, stepped onto the fucking chair, took my last breath and then just jumped. Face bloated purple, piss all over the floor. Fuck Forget me for i am no more Forget me for i am no more I know you're hurt but i don't care
3.
I remember when you took my hands, Eyes looking straight into my soul. You asked if everything was okay, I said ''Mom, I don't feel so well and i don't know what to do''. You said ''Listen son, promise me you won't do anything stupid. No one loves you more than i do.'' So we promised to never leave eachother, through the hard and harder times. Mother, I am so sorry I couldn't save you from yourself. Mother, I am so sorry. Empty hearts and broken promises. I can't trust the one I love, they always end up betraying me. There's so many things that i can't get out of my head, I tryed so hard to let go but it left a scar on my heart. I prayed so hard for you to never wake up. Mother of Misery, what have you done ? I should have known. Laying in bed, looking half dead, with charcoal pouring out of your mouth. You woke up, looked at me. No words needed, you saw the fire in my eyes. I know you heard it too, the shatter of our bound breaking against the ground. What have you done Mother of Misery? I'd rather be alone than be left alone. I wonder if it's something wrong with me, that pushes everyone to abandon me? I was too young, too naïve to see, there was something wrong i should have known . Mother of Misery, I'm so sorry. Sorry that i'll never forget. Sorry that i'll never forgive you.
4.
Warmth 03:44
Trapped in my head, hitting every inch of my skull I wish I could disapear like something you forgot about. I've been wandering in a dark room in my mind, longing for help but i'm nowhere to be found. It's been like this for as far as i can remember. Could i be a martyr or was i born to suffer? Am I a product of my insanity? Be honest, please dont sugar coat it Forever a noose around my neck I need to breath, I need to fucking breathe. I never asked for this, I'm so sick and fucking tired of always asking why anxiety is preying upon me. Depression will soon get the best of me. Familiar faces all around me, it doesn't matter I never felt so cold I hope time will keep it's promise and guide me throught the light I hope death is on her way I'd gladly welcome her with open arms and ask her to take me home. I've been searching for a spark that I couldn't find. I never felt alive so i kept on searching. I'll never feel alive. What if i take these pills ? Will it finaly stop the hate inside? Will i become numb or just an empty shell repressing every thought ? Almost filling the void in me, distracting my brain from how i'm used to feeling. I'm easier to drug than treat. Forever trapped inside my mind. What would happen if i ever ran out of it in time of need? Oh well, I guess i'm fucked. I have become my own grave. Never asked for this, i'm so sick and fucking tired of always asking why anxiety is preying upon me. Depression will soon get the best of me. Familiar faces all around me, it doesnt matter I still feel so cold. They all know when they look in my eyes. So just leave me here. There is no light, there is no warmth. What if i take these pills ? Will it finaly stop the hate inside ? Will i become numb or just an empty shell repressing every thought? Almost filling the void in me, distracting my brain from how i'm used to feeling. I'm easier to drug than treat. Forever trapped inside my mind. What would happed if I ever ran out of it in a time of need ? Oh well, i guess i'm fucked.
5.
Odium 02:20
6.
Bastard Son 03:40
I've got demons to keep me compagny, they do me a favor. They never fucking leave me. I hate myself for being too much like you. Everytime I look in a mirror I can't stop staring at my own reflection All i can see is your face From the way I look to the way I act, what would i give just to not be like you. I've always believed that i was seeing god the same way that i saw my father and i'm his bastard. Some mistakes are better forgotten. I am god's unwanted. The devil's on my side. I'm a human error, there you go, you fucking have it. Your perfect family can't fucking save you from me. I am the embodiement of hatred, selfishness and disgust. You've built this stage so enjoy the show. Just look at me, look at the imperfect, look at your son, look at your mistake. I've always hated myself just so I could relate Look at the broken. Look at your child. Look at this bastard. Look at me, Look at me. I still tell myself that i'm meat to fail just so i can feel closer to you.
7.
May the monuments of your ego crumble and crush the cermine that worship you grandeur. I'll stand tall with a pretentious smile on my face. I hope you'll watch as i urinate on your shrine. Go on and strike me with all your might. Punish me father, for i will sin. May i sever the heads of your regime of imbeciles as you spectate the flourishement of hellfire. I will corrupt the fate of your children, their souls are mine. Get on your knees and pray, we are all going to hell. I will ursurp your throne so they can put a face on your name. Feed your sheep with agony and stab my knife into the back of humanity. They often describe me as a malevolent being. Feeding on violence and deception to satisfy the best within. Bite in heart of the lamb and i shall pray for his wrath to come. Hypocrite, unleashe your wrath upon me. We share the same paculiar taste of death. After all, am I not created in your image? So let our hate leave this world to rot. Leave this world to rot.

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released November 23, 2018

Music composed by Lost Creation
Mixed & master by Antoine Lussier

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